Tracey
Emin has been making the news again. She's perhaps as famous for
being controversial as she is for her art and she will have raised the
hackles of many women artists this week with her statements about
the incompatibility of the creative path and that of motherhood.
In
an interview with Red magazine, she said
'I
don’t think I’d be making work (if I were a mother). I would have been either
100% mother or 100% artist. I’m not flaky and I don’t compromise. Having
children and being a mother… It would be a compromise to be an artist at the
same time. I know some women can. But that’s not the kind of artist I aspire to
be. There are good artists that have children. Of course there are. They are
called men. It’s hard for women. It’s really difficult, they are emotionally
torn. It’s hard enough for me with my cat.'
Initially
I was kind of following her train of thought and having some sympathy with
it. Being an artist does require an uncompromising commitment to something that
is esoteric and hard for other people to understand. It requires
focus and dedication and unsociable hours. It requires a brain that can think
straight, or rather a brain that can think tangentially
and metaphorically and that's not always compatible with holding information
about feeding and nap schedules, dentist's appointments and the buying of
children's party presents. Being a childless artist has got to be the easier
path.
My
own daughter has always been precocious and when she was three,
she announced to me, "I'm not going to have children. They would get
in the way of my art and I'd have to ignore them." Out of the mouths
of babes........ She's changed her views slightly now and would quite like
baby twins conceived by donor so that she doesn't have to bother with the
annoying issue of finding a husband. She's probably realised that, unless
you choose carefully, they can get in the way of your art too.
Tracey
Emin has neither a husband, nor children, and she seems to have done pretty
well in the art business so maybe she has a point. But I lost sympathy
with her when she made her comment about
good
artists that have children being called men. Clearly she was
being deliberately inflammatory but it kind of undermines the
many many examples of great women artists and writers who have managed to
combine the two. Ok, so I doubt that any of them would say it has been easy,
but they did it. And women the world over continue to do it. And the comment
about being emotionally torn seems to put women (and men) back in
a very traditional box to me. Don't fathers who are artists sometimes feel
emotionally torn too? As responsible men take on a greater role with
childcare, male artists and writers are struggling too. I know several who are
quite open about the challenges. And the rewards.
As
for myself, I find combining writing and motherhood to
be immensely challenging. Combining writing, motherhood and working
is even harder. If I hadn't had children, I would undoubtedly be
further on with my writing career now. Equally, if I'd had a supportive
partner, I would have done better. At Writing Yorkshire's Pick Up Your Pens
festival, novelist, Gavin Extence's advice to young writers was to
"get a wife". I've said on many occasions that this is what I
need. Who doesn't? Even a wife must need a wife. And with writing or
art, as in every other walk of life, if men and women shared housework and
childcare, women's lives would be a lot easier. Unfortunately, in my case, a
wife hasn't been forthcoming so far. Instead I continue to juggle. This morning
I have been writing this blog whilst cooking potatoes for my allergic
child, promoting Off the Shelf events and putting away the shopping. It's not
ideal but it's the way of life I'm used to. I do it because when I was a child
like Edie I said that the two things I wanted to do with my life were to
have children and to be a writer. While plenty of women can be fulfilled
mothers without careers and other women are fulfilled career women without
the need to have children, I am somebody who would have felt incomplete without
both. Call me greedy. I want it all. And I want to be a role model for my
daughter (and my son). Last week Edie wrote a story at school and
was asked to read it out to the class. The teacher asked her if she wanted
to be an author when she grew up. How proud were we both? As
it happens she wants to be an eco pop star, a brain surgeon, an explorer
and a fashion designer (as well as mothering her baby twins as
a single parent). Maybe she's a bit ambitious but hey, better that way
than thinking she belongs in the kitchen.
If you'd
like to join the debate about writing motherhood, I'm chairing an event of that
name at Off the Shelf on Saturday 18th October. I'm really looking forward to
it as it's a subject that is close to my heart. Please come along:
http://www.welcometosheffield.co.uk/dms-connect/search?dms=3&feature=1027&venue=2161600
I come at it from the direction that any writer needs to drink deep from the cup. Sitting in Starbucks writing away on a laptop and doing nothing else is probably a male fantasy. What do they write about? If you're a mother, what can't you write about? The rest of us maybe have some other great experience, but whatever: you have to get up in the morning, and make your bed. ;)
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ReplyDeleteHi Beverley, Julian Dedman here from days past. Just came across your blog and wanted to say hi and i hope you are well. Well done on producing a beautiful daughter and becoming a published author. I did the Creative Writing degree at Hallam and am working on a novel. Just to say soz again about being erratic back in the day; i was diagnosed with a form of OCDa few years ago which kinda messed me up somewhat. On meds now and am doing fine.
ReplyDeleteWarm regards to you and remember to write. Jx